Wednesday, September 23, 2009

These are the words of a bitter woman..

I have a couple of close friends of mine going through relationship troubles. Pregnancy, married boyfriends, boys with girlfriends, assholes that pretend to be men.. and my personal favorite, the guys who can’t commit to anything past breakfast. It is such a shame for me to see myself, and other very strong woman I know, go through these problems. Why? What pushes a woman to the point of going crazy about some boy? Do not misunderstand me; I have dated a lot of great men. Men that would have done anything for me, and the sad thing is I currently have a couple of these men wishing I would allow them the opportunity of taking me out on a date.. SO WHY? What the Hell is wrong with me? Why can’t I date a good man? A man that takes me out to dinner, calls me beautiful, sends me flowers and takes me on horse drawn carriage rides? Is my head so fucked up by my previous assholes that I am so shaded to allow myself to be treated with respect? Why am I pushed to the point where I am typing on the fucking computer with the only goal of posting this shit on my high school ass MySpace? I mean really… I have better things to do… For example, I could be doing school work, out at the movies or having a beer with a girlfriend, or I could even be on a date.. But oh shit… Heaven forbid I give a good man a chance.. Heaven forbid I use the brain that the good God gave me.. Oh no, I would rather sit around my house and type on a fucking computer… Seriously, what the fuck? Why does one of my favorite friends sit at home crying all night over some prick that didn’t deserve her in the first place? The same exact reason that I am typing on this bull shit computer… Little boys… Little boys who are not sure what they want in life, but they want to keep you hanging on by a string JUST INCASE they decide they want you… Seriously ....Charlotte....? You are not a desperate woman, so why are you acting like one? And I ask that same question to my girlfriends with such dick ex’s that it makes me sick that they even dated them… I suppose the only way to get out of the situation I, and my fellow girlfriends with little prick ex’s, is to just get out there! Get out there.. Bitch you are single, and young, and pretty… SO get the Hell out there! Have the time of your life, because we deserve it.. I hate to sound like every other bitter woman I know, but seriously… We deserve better…. At the end of the day, I am positive that my Napoleon complex ex’s and my friends ex are will miss us… And I am sure they will find themselves dreaming of us at the exact moment that we accept the fact that WE deserve bigger and better dick… All we have to do is believe that this moment will happen, because it will. I swear it will… So ladies… Stay strong… and remember that very soon there will be a time where you say “Fuck you, shitty ex boyfriend, I cried for months over you and you didn’t give a shit. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Call another girl baby doll, because this one is so over your fat ass. Oh and by the way, Fuck you.”