MY DISCLAIMER: I forgot I even wrote this. I was very heart and upset when I wrote this and was recovering from the recent loss of my baby. I am still unsure about the answers to my questions, but I do believe in love. What is meant to be, will be. Fate maybe? I don't fucking know. I just ramble on about this shit. Lord, why can't relationships be simple? Why can't I fall for the simple man?
I have not had a privledged life. A privledged life to me means that you grow up, or are living with, way too much shit. For example, You have too many pieces of furniture to count. This furniture now lives in your oversized garage. You realize one day that you have 4 to 5 coffee tables, all of which are from the Pottery Barn. Being privledged means that you have more money than you know what to do with. Men and woman that grow up privledged are typically very selfish. Please do not get me wrong, I am also selfish, but in a different way. I like to think most times I put others before myself, and if I pass a homeless man on the street I give him whatever cash I have. The privledged, or rich, believe that they own the world and nobody is better than them. some people may comment that I sound jealous of these people. Damn right Im jealous. I work 55 to 60 hour weeks, and have always had a solid job. I barley get by and I have too many credit cards to count. I am not blaming riches for my credit outcome. I just find it hard to like people my age that were able to buy a home at the age of 20 because of a inheritance or because of mommy and daddy. The main thing that pisses me off about "riches" is their unability to handle hard times. I have had hard times my whole life and therefor I have created a type of shell. I believe I can handle any situation, no matter how upsetting. However, if a rich person goes through hard times they simply run away from it or pay someone to deal with it. I think that if I ever find myself rich, I will continue to deal with hard times. My exboyfriend came from money. I wonder if a richey and a poorey can every truley be happy with eachother. Is this why our society has different classes? Is this why the rich man does not want his daughter to marry the lawn man she fell in love with? Is the father only protecting her? I don't get it. Did my ex and I ever have a chance, or did I imagine the love I thought he gave me? The truth about riches is they expect to get what they want, when they want it. So do I accept my boyfriend cheating on me one night because he was drunk and the 22 year old whore had big lips? I mean, he wanted her, so why can't he have her? what is acceptable when dating someone from money? I suppose I should stay away from riches. I don't feel like I would ever be accepted by the family, and I can't beg for their love. Truth about riches is if they want to like you they will. As long as you don't step on their toes. I have found that a lot of people with money are fake. This is heartbreaking. I have been fake before I am sure, but not to an extent where you don't know who the real you is. Is the truth about riches that they have lost theirselves in their own game? Am I being unfair to the good wealthy people of the world? I don't know. Who really knows the truth about riches? Either way, I am tyring to figure it out. Any suggestions?
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